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2010-08-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

` - / Your words so sweet , its giving me dietbities ~

` you say dhe' sweetest thinqs ,
` touch-ed my heart .
` you make me shyy x)

` im qoinq crazy ~

` - / who said happy endinqs dont exist ~ (;

2010-08-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

`- / There's no reason to love someone ♥

` i realise dhat not only is my Boyf always there for me ..
` But there's another quy whose also always there for me ,
` whenever i need them both , their sure t standby me ♥

` ShoutOut to my Boy ,
`- BABEEH , i hope your readinq this , Takecare of your Fluu-eeh :D

` ShoutOut to dhat' Special Someone whose Bathinq now ;x ,
`- Tys for beinq here for me ! i'll make sure you'll never be sad when your around w me !
i PROMISE . (:

`- / if you ever love someone , prove to them before its too late .
duncare th many rejects they sent , just dontever qiveup .
no matter how down you are , you qotta qet up and FIGHT dhat' war and win her heart !~ ♥
a Speacher Speaks Words to th Heart ,
a Aritis Paints a thousand words . ( actions speaks louder than words )
so , Speak to her heart and paint her life .

`- / AHZHU lovesyou ,
all of you who are readinq <:

2010-08-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

`- / its like a lyric of a sad sonq , Mine was feelinq so wronq .

` i wish you could hear th words i say ..

- i love you ...
- i wanted to hear you say that ..
- cause that was th cure to my ache-inq heart :/

`- / babeeh i never ment to argue w you.
- im just tryinq to help you..
- only if you could see that ...
`- it doesnt matter if you dont love me anymore .
` i understand .

2010-07-29T08:14:00.000-07:00

`- / Dont you ever leave my life ♥

` Today dontknow why im so sleepy ):

` went to babeeh ♥ house til 6 pm (:

` ♥

` Forever i will love you babeeh .

i never wanna leave your life .

your th only thinq that keeps my world from fallinq apart ♥

2010-07-28T17:48:00.000-07:00

`- / Babeeh Dont say that we wont ever last cause you know we will ♥

` lauqhs ,
` yesterday babeeh maple w me til he fell asleep <:
` CuteDie ♥
` weiis , Smelly baichi ,
` I Love You ♥
` Now in Com Lab 3 :D
` Dyinq cause too cold ):

` i want my baobeizxc to huqeeh mehh ! ♥

`- / babeeh nothinqs qonna tear us apart ,

` brinq us down .

` cause you know . no matter what , we'll always come back top (: and stronqer ! ♥

2010-07-26T19:31:00.000-07:00

`- / Babeeh can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shootinqstars ? (:

` always lovinq you .
`we fiqht but we're always lovers .
`nothinq can break us apart !
`How can we say we're okay when your not w me (: ?

`Im always incomplete w/o chuu in my life .
`Your th only thinq that keeps my world from fallinq .
`w/o you my world will be fallinq apart .
`babeeh dont you eveeerrr leave <3

`babeeh do you remember your promise <3>

`- / ll_251209_ll'*

2010-07-19T20:18:00.000-07:00

siqhhs >:

`i had a fiqht w my babeeh-boy ytd `and i just wanna tell you ,
`im sorry >:
`i never ment to hurt you .
`i never ment to makeyou feel like that ..
`just that ..
`i thouqht you would chase after me when i left ..
`But than you were w someother girls >:

`thats when i got hurt even more ..
`than everythinq you said hurts ..
`sorry for beinq so sensitive >:
`thats just th way i am .
:/

`- / babeeh , no matter what ,
i will always need you .
always love you .
always w you <3
forqive me .

180710

2010-07-18T08:55:00.000-07:00

Wooots <;

78 more days <3
wanna brinq him out ^^
maybe brinqinq him to WC til niqht <:
watch sunset ? :D

qonna be somethinq romantic no doubt ^^
qonna enjoy every sinqle second :D
all doinq for love , obviously <3

just for my one n only , dearest <3

2010-07-10T13:37:00.000-07:00

`- / sorry but i cant let qo .

2010-06-24T08:25:00.000-07:00

ohmitianzxc ,
my dam bloq ish dead :D

qettinq newest cominq iphone at sep when its out .
tomorrow qoinq bugis w peiyi n lynlyn . (:

fxck audi .
its qettinq sianzxc .
):
im so innocent .
cant prove my love to you your lettinq qo .

i quess we can never be .
qotta accept th truth .

2010-06-15T06:38:00.001-07:00

` Treatinq me as a fren cuz... ?
you qot tired of me ?
your inLove w someone else ?
somethinq bad about me ?
-siqh -..

So you can never be mine .
why did you ask me to wai t:/ .
i HATE all this UNCERTAINTY !

all i want to know now ish ,
DO YOU STIL LOVE ME ?
am i waitinq for nothinq ?
why does it hurt so much .

`- / DO I EVEN DESERVE IT ?
to be hurt ?
to be alone ?
To see couples everywhere and im here alone ?
you know about that feelinq ?
i really hate it .
why must i feel like this .
if you still love me ,
why must i wait ..

why do you want your time ?
wad are you tryna imply ?
are you sayinq im takinq your freedom ..?

nevermind .

cuz i cant qive you wadeva you want ,
i qotta feel like this ?
cuz of my imperfectnes .
do you know ,
i've been sufferinq since young ..
why cant you just qimi another chance ?
did i LOSE dh' qame .

2010-06-12T01:30:00.000-07:00
`- / babeh ,
i was sick .
yet i went out just so i can feel how you felt .
why cant you see ..
everythinq i do ish for you .
sufferinq just so i can feel your pain ?

tell me ..
am i beinq a fool ?
i really wish you would noe how i felt .

everyniqht i think of you.
everytime i talk to you on FB ,
you wouldnt reply .

In Case You Didnt Notice ,
i Still Love You .

2010-06-04T06:42:00.001-07:00
hais ,
today late ferhh sch :P .

` scold a betch .
` went out w ZE,GLADYS and JONATHAN .

`nose bleed 3 times .
`qo home by bus .
`now rottinq at home w another brokenheart from th same guy .
`2 more girls .

` im waitinq but..
` afraid i`ll wait ferh nth .

2010-06-03T07:33:00.000-07:00
`- / LOVE ME PLEASE ):
` i dont know why ,
` why are you add-inq qirls ?
` i thouqht you wanted me to wait .

`where you fillinq my heart w empty words .
` i admit ,
`i've kept alot unspokenn .

` it was cause-d i love you ..
` but i didnt tell you .
` everytime we fought ,

`it was because i care-d too much .
`just didnt want you to misunderstand .
` you told me that ,

`every fight makes our LOVE grow stronqer .
`how is that workinq when we're apart .
` i`ve been treatinq you like my boyfriend ..
` when i should been treatinq you as a friend .

`cause we are .
` we're no lonqer in dhe' past .
` your no lonqer mine .

` im waitinq .
` holdinq on .
` but let me ask ,
` ARE YOU ?

` babyy ,
`these times w/o you ,
` i looke-d pathetic .
` like a FOOL .

`why did you have to leave me like this .
`can you please tell me dhe ' truth ..
` do you still love me.

` or did your love ferh me fade-d away ?
` please ,
` tell me now .

`i dont want to wait and..
` get nothinq at all .
` cant you see..
`my heart..

`dhe' lonqer i wait,
` dhe more pain i`ll feel .

`- / LOVE ME PLEASE ,
`- / HOLD ME TIGHT ,
`- / WOULD YOU BE MINE .
`-/ GOODBYE .

2010-06-01T03:01:00.000-07:00

` - I LOVE YOU - / ,
`- / MICA - JANE :D <3

2010-06-01T02:59:00.001-07:00
woooot :3
maybe tomorrow bleach hair to blonde :D <3
than highlight ^^ .
if not nice i also qo cut hair :3 HEHEHHEHEE .

` today went to watch SHIERK FA aqan x-x .
at GV VIVO w pei , conq and 2 taqqers .
wooooo~
i keep kickinq yi conq :D
ahahahah x-x
usinq pei yi moneehh :3 .
than pei n conq panqsehh wo
so i qo walkwalk la XD
than qo batok and walk home ):

2010-05-30T04:15:00.001-07:00
:/

and yeah ..
i think you dont need me .
anyways ..
you have someone else who can takecare of you when i cant .
not sure if i can take it

2010-05-30T04:13:00.001-07:00
sorry i MIA awhile XD .

now JUNPIGG ish in my house (: .

maple and audi and SLEEP :P

no P &@$(^%(@&$ !

2010-05-24T01:51:00.000-07:00
`today woke up at 1.30pm ++ .

`woke up w eyes fille-d w tears .
`dreamt about TANJUNBIN :/ ..
`sufferin-q ..
` even in my dreams ): ..
`dreamt that his fren , SAMEUL spam sms me .
`and i used house phone call him so he cant spam .
`read all th` sms-es and mostly all wrote ,
` " JUNBIN DW YOU SO YOU MUST TAKECARE URSELF"
` " JUNBIN GOT ANTHOER GIRLF AHAHAHHA . "
` " JUNBIN WANT YOU TO LEAVE HIM ALONE FERHEVA "

` than when i was readinq it ,
` i cried :/ .
` my heart beated v fast ..
` than i didnt believe-d it ..
` i went to TANJUNBIN`s House th 10th story stairs .
` look down at 9 story and waited .
` heard dhe` door , look down and saw him .
` wanted to approach him til ..
` i saw a girl .
` he was holdinq her hands at th lift ..
` i didnt do anythinq..
` i just made a heart-shape w my hands n look through it t see them .

` i wish you everythinq .
` than i closed my eyes ..
` and i woke up from that .. nightmare ..
` just to find myself cryinq :/ ..
` and havinq another brokeenheart ` babyy , yourh hauntinq me .

`I LOVE YOU .
`Are you cominq back .
250 .

2010-05-23T06:59:00.001-07:00
hais,
after th trip t the hosptial ,
MUM , DAD and BRO - elder-
were thinkinq of migratinq to AUSTRALIA ):
w th whole family in 3-5 years time

after that ,
BRO,MUM,DAD,SHEILA n ME went to GEYLANG ,
findinq granddad TRUCK .

than after that ,
mum drop us off LOT 1 .
WENT DDR at TIMEZONE .
a OLD MAN kept cominq closer to me . - MEI said -
so we both walk abit further away .
sianzxc .
WE SAW 3NICE bags ):

JUNBIN,
im sorry .
i didnt mean t show you attitude..
i ..
i didnt mean it
351 .

2010-05-23T06:51:00.000-07:00
` went to HOSPITAL to visit grandfather .
` He fell down when he was at work :/
` Internal HEAD bleedinq ,
` FEVER ..
` im not sure else :/

` maybe he needs operation ` his eyes are swallon .
` 1 shoulder also swallon.
` Head :/ ...
` im really sad .
` one look at his face,
` i could tell how painful it is .
` i didnt wish to leave th room .

` i dunwan to leave my granddad .
` i dunwan it to be th last time i see him ` i wish i told him how much I LOVE HIM .
` i can feel abit of HIS PAIN .

`qonq-qonq ,
`i wish i had told you how much i LOVE it when you were here by my side .
`you would stop my dad from cane-inq me when it gets too serious w it .
`you would let me sit in your laps when i was sad when i was a small qirl .
`now i`ve grown , you have grown,
`you cant let me sit on your lap , iim heavy .
`but you still love me even though you didnt say it .
`we keep sayinq " somethinq wronq" its fun w you around.

`qonqqonq ,
`you can make it .
`cuz i never want you to leave now .
`it wont be the same.
`an EMPTY chair in dhe livinq room . - u used t sit there and watch us-
`an EMPTY table .. -u use t work outside on th table n watch us come home.-
`an EMPTY space in my heart .. - There`s where you touch my heart- .

`qonqqonq,
`i will always love you .
`dont leave.

2010-05-22T22:16:00.000-07:00
WENDY jie ,
her mei ,
my gan mei n i ,

are about t qo LOT 1 :D
hais :x
WE ARE MEETING 1st time O.o .

wish me luck :D
thinkinq of buyinq cash o.o

<333

GONE .

TANJUNBIN ,
i qott admit ,
im half way out dhe door .
but i will still love you.
secretly..

Our Weddinq ~

2010-05-21T10:59:00.000-07:00

2010-05-21T08:23:00.000-07:00
wahhhs -
`tdy went t parkwayParade to find Jeremy :D
`was late :x
`abit lost .

`saw him XD .
`i sibehh shy wlao .
`1st time siol :x

`was abit emo at dhe` start but it took lonq enuf ferh me t finally talk O.o ..
`play-ed audi :D
`stare-d at him O.O

`he walks like a qirl.
` :D
`was v sianzxc.

`his fren v funneh..
`thy too hyper :3
` HAHAHAHA .
`me n jeremy phone no batt x-x

` <3
` :x
` >x< .
` :x

`dear me,
`i think my heart is back t usual (:
`but i hope nth breaks it down aqan ):
`,
`..
` ,
` - smth like 1st love-
`(:
`SEEYOUINAUDI GOD DAM SHYT >:(

2010-05-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

2010-05-14T20:35:00.000-07:00
` hais ,
` i feel so sad all of a sudden ..
` i qot throuqh JUNBIN`s house number and..
` His Nehphew answere-d .
` He said JUNBIN in toilet..
` He also said JUNBIN Cant Call Me cuz he
` never study n keep playinq :/ ..

` JUNBIN ,
` Im Sorry i didnt answer your phone calls but..
` Believe me, i didnt notice and i did try callinq back .
` i miss you

`TJB <3
` i need you now and ferhever.
` stay by my side ?

2010-05-13T08:05:00.000-07:00
waitinq ferhh my LOVE to call me :x

i hope your alrite >x< .
watch-ed CH U 10-11pm.

:DD <3
tinqly feelinq <3

TJB <3
alwys n ferhever <3

im waitinq <3
lovinq <3
muacks babyy <3
360 more days .

360

2010-05-12T23:26:00.000-07:00
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2010-05-12T23:16:00.000-07:00
`HEHEHHEE..
`just now JUNBIN CAME <3
`i waite-d outside his house v lonq :x
`cant blame him ,
`a zhu is alwys a zhu ^w^ <3

`than we cab over my house <3
`we tickle-d each other (: <3
`we did so much <3 `
-PlaY-ED XD .

`than near to 2 le,
`he qotta qo slack :x
`^w^ <3
`CHERISHHbabeeh .

`im still waitinq <3
`chuu HEAL-ED mahh` HEART <3
-abit <3-
` im alwys okayy when im w you <3

`qave 5 dollar to him <3
`SNEAK 10DOLLAR into his pockett <3
-i no money ferhh tmr ): - `

`i dun mind suffer-inq ferh you .

`- / WAITING <3>
`- / LOVINGG <3>
`- / TANJUNBIN <3

2010-05-12T08:13:00.000-07:00
another day ..
w/o him in mahh` life.

another day ..
just another painful day
maybe chuu jus dun love me back .
`S` tryna hurt me more ?
makinq me feel like this ..
she thinks its funn to disiao me at my state ?
cant she see its killinq me more ?
or is that wad she wanted :/

Babyy,
im waitinq..
im tryinq my best to survive .

`- / TODAY wild doqs chase die mei n me :D
-mountain doqs -
qotta chanqe bloq skin ._.
someone has same as me -.-
qorrsh .

`- / TJB ,
return to me okayy ?
i`ll be qood.
theres only tears,
only hate,
there is only fears,
theres only pain .

i need you by my side riqht now..
cuz im so addicted to you.

babyy ,
be mine aqan okayy ?
i will secretl-y love you..

why did you let her touch you
im waitinq ferhh you..
im holdinq on.

2010-05-11T04:45:00.000-07:00
boi ,
i`ve been dyinq ferhh you ..
i see dhat i`ve been wastinq time..
you fill-ed me up w lies i believed..

i did my best to prove to you..
i quess you jus didnt love me back ehh..
not dhe` way i use to love you..

362 more days..
cant you see each day i wait ,
dhe` pain grows..
dhe` more i die inside..

i`m tryinq not to remeber you so dhat i wun qet hurt but..
i quess love is just a qame u play..
my heart aint beatinqq dhe` way it use-d to..

362 ~
waitinq~
pain~
death~

2010-05-10T05:31:00.001-07:00
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2010-05-10T05:26:00.000-07:00
And Ive lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love

Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But i know
All i know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost

Hope remains
And this war's not over
Theres a light
Theres the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer -

1 day .. 364 more.

2010-05-09T07:55:00.000-07:00
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2010-05-09T07:51:00.000-07:00
IM SO SIANZXCZXC !!

-cant believe im bloqqinq :>
`Wudds TPYS !?
`SHYDIE to someone :3
`Missinq TJB :C ..

`laoqonq, wo hai zai denq ni hui lai wo de pianqbien :x ?
`waitinq.. lovinq..
`Pleasure Love Last But A Moment , Pain Of Love Last A LifeTime.

`im waitinq babyyboy <3

2010-05-07T09:21:00.000-07:00
i remeber-ed ,
you said our fight brinqs us closer ..
you show-ed me i couldnt have you back after dhe fiqht end-ed .

when you wanted to see me,
i came no matter what i was doinq..
and when i had to leave,
you wanted me to come back later even thouqh it was late..
i promise-d ..
and i left..
i came back for you..
-you called 4 dhe break due to anqer-
-you aske-d ferh patch-
and cuz i would alwys love you no matter wad,
i accepted.. im yours aqan..

now,
cuz of sadness i broke w you..
i tot i couldnt make u smile..
i tried to call ,
i called your house phone alot of times but thy said u wasnt in..
you`d be home round 11-12 am ..
i couldnt qet throuqh still ..
couldnt sleep well ..
i did my best ferh you..
i will alwys accept u back..
now i want you to accept me back ferh once..
but it seems you cant .

i said i would save money for your birthday present..
you said im all that you want..
than why wont you accept me back..
-im still savinq-
lookinq throuqh dhe` past..
i blame myself..
i quess i wasnt qood enouqh..

i quess your already lettinq qo..
even after what you said..

2010-05-06T06:19:00.001-07:00
Keep Thinkinq of hym ...
Hope This Doesnt Affect My Mind On Tomorrow cominq xAms :/ ..
ima qonna miss chuu babyy .

RejEctions

i will wait til` dhe` day yourh` mine aqan .

2010-05-06T03:53:00.001-07:00
hais ..
i crie-d in class aqan .. crie-d so much dhat i took out a penknife and wantinqq to stab my heart..
i didnt cuz some people stopp-ed me..

qladys cut-ed her finger to get dhe` knife away from me ferh` 1st try..
dhen when she`s qone ..
my 2nd attempt ..
faile-d .

babeehh i need you back now

2010-05-05T07:19:00.000-07:00
`- TanJunBin ,

because-d i miss-ed chuu ,
i crie-d .
durinq maths class test .
i cried while letter a letter ferh chuu .
i couldnt stand dhe` pain.

i had to smile .
i cant show them how weak i can be.
i`ve qotta staystronq .

after sch ..
i was alone .
outside homeroom..
i smse-d JUNBIN`s fren ..
he scolded me aqan .
thn i couldnt help ..
i fell to dhe` ground n cried my heartout ..

babehh ..
you noe,
you can make me cry ..
but where are you.
i tot u would heal my heart.
isint it wad u promis-ed .
im still waitinq ~

2010-05-04T08:03:00.000-07:00
`i left him ..
`ieh couldnt take everythinqq- .
`i wants himm .

`maybeeh a mistake .
`BreakDown ...
`Am ieh everythinq you want .
`Am i that special someone .

`iloveyuush .
`qoodbye-s .

`one day ι wιll ѕee yoυ aqan .
`one day ι wιll love yoυ aqan.
` and one day ι wιll вe w yoυ aqan.
`ιм alwaayѕ lovιnq yυυѕн .
`тαиנυивιи , уσυ ωιιι αιωуѕ вє мαн вαвєєн вσу-

2010-04-09T09:42:00.001-07:00
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тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe .
тanjυnвιn .ιloveyoυ .ѕorry . мy мιѕтaĸe

2010-04-08T07:45:00.000-07:00
hais ,
babyy seems like he doesnt need me .
his famile overseas.
n if really doesnt need me,
i dun mind .. not meetinq him.
if his happy .

babyy, imissdieyou.
i need you here.
i dunno how lonq i can qo w/o .
w/o seeinq you.

2010-03-26T23:50:00.000-07:00
I MISS DIE wo de chouchou bby .
i was jus confused..

but thnks ,
i can finally smile aqan ,
thnks ..

260310.

2010-03-26T22:01:00.000-07:00
hey ..

have yah quys ever felt v happy beinq w this someone ?
and when you know that ..
they can always make you smile ?
no matter how down you are ?
and that you both know nth can sperate you both from each other ?

well ...
i had that feelinq .
so does this quy ..
and no, before you all ask me if his my boyf ,
no , his not .
so.. yeahh ..
here it qoes ,

One Day ,
in sch , i had this dumb workshop .
blablabla etc ..
need to play some qames but before that ,
we went for recess .
tat boy end-ed sch le (same sch)
and he accompany-ed me durinq recess cause i was left out .
i qave my food to my fren cause i didnt want to eat .
so yeahh , i sat beside him on a fliqht of stairs .
talkinq .. lauqhinq .. [u] smilinq [/u]
and soon , i realised i was late for class .
i draq him alonq cause i was scared of enterinq class ..
im th` only one late .
and yeah , eventually , i entered .
i told my teacher i fly .
and i played th qame .. he was watchinq over me ..
like a guardian-angel in disguise .
he did everythinq ..
so that i would smile..

after sch ,
QJ n ZE ask me qo buqis ,
i ask him to follow ..
my bf didnt let but he eventually allowed .
i followed him to his doorstep ,
waited for him to bath .
and we went out ..
we kept playinq .
pushinq him into bra shops .
so much funn ..
we keep movinq into every shop .
i would run n he would run after me.
we would smile .. -it wun stop-
than we went to th 2nd last floor .
it started to rain .
i ran to th door near th` balcony ..
it said pull but i pushed .. thn i pulled .
i ran to th rain ..
and he would ran to me .. just to shelter me.
he offered me his jacket after seeinq me freeze..
i didnt take it..
i went to th last floor ..
saw tis huqe lan shop .
2oo comps .
i wanted qo in..
he took my hand and pulled me away .
he kept tryinq to stp me frm enterinq ..
it was so funn ..
dhen i heard someone callinq my name ,
was QJ .
i went to her and she said why i came here ,
she call me to qo away n have funn ..
so i did ..
and boy, you really make me smile.
so funn ..
-while it lasted-
but soon ,
my bf called..
he was anqrytat i wasnt w Qj,ZE .
he scolded me. .
but worse is..
his fren scolded HIM ..
and i could see..
how deeply hurt he was..
& i couldnt stand it..
i took th phone frm him ..
i..cant take it..
seeinq him.. in pain..
he iqnored me th whole journey home..
i could see..
he was holdinq his tears..
i wanted to cry too ..
i held back..
but when he left..
i felt like.. it was real ..
he just patted my head..
not like wad he usually does..
& i know , for shure .. his really,
qone.. and he SMS-ed me..
it was comfirme-d ..
his qone from my life ..
and i cried.
and i saw him cry after he left th train..

so yeahh..
NO HAPPINESS last FOREVER.
only th` pain does.

2010-03-19T22:43:00.000-07:00
wooahh ~
JOBWEEK didnt turn out so qood .
never reach my aim ;x
kept slackinq >x< -not even 100 dollars-

ahahha :D
at least on second day babyy qort pei wo <3
-kinda lazy write all down-

After Jobweek ,
i went to follow babyy to his fren charlet :D
wow .
im th` only qirl but as lonq as babyy is w me ,
im happy ^w^ <3
manaqe to slept tqhter aqan !! <3<3
-thumbsup-

will post aqan when im not lazy ~
-thanks all who taq but you shuld noe im a LAZYBUTT-

^w^ <3

babyy ,
ima stick w chuu till th` day i die..
and when tat happens ,
promise tat u`ll live ur life th fullest .

2010-03-11T04:56:00.000-08:00
HeyZXC !

will be postinq after im OUHKAE !

havent been myself latel-y .
thinnkinq if ieh should qo scouts camp or BABYY`s fren derh CHALET >x< . ieh cant decide x-x SCOUTS CAMP - wannah be th FIRST to EARN $300 in BMSS !
CHALET ! - wannah SLEEP WITH BABYY, aqan >x< ! qawwdd ~ i need-a time to thiink >-< .

babyy, chuu mahh` onleeh .

2010-03-02T05:41:00.000-08:00
TDY !

went musem ferhh learninq journey .

after tat ,
comes th` imp part !

babyy was waitinq ferhh me ..
i didnt noe !
i tot he said qo home yourself ):
omq..
i wannah cry when QJ told me he waitinq .
i faster rush down n search ):

till like 30min ,
i came up..
called his dad .
no answer .
his hse forget num.
spam call his hp.

and thn cried ):
thn keep prayiinq O.O
i noe it was dumb :/
its worth a try ..

thn ieh qo his FB acc to try ask his frens for his hse no.
but no1 reply .
thn i cried aqan O.O
thn his dad call !
thn i answer n st8 away ask where is JUNBIN -babyy-
thn he said he at home sleepinq.
his siick ):

lets us all pray ferhh him <3

-dearGOD-
Thanks you for doinq everythinq.
i hope you can qiv JUNBIN a SPEEDY RECOVERY !
and that i wont ever not understand another instrustion ever aqain .
thanks Lord once aqain .
-AMEN.

:D
thanks all who prayed !

im havinq a weird feelinq i dun tink i can sleep just missinq him .
i jus wannah be beside him..
makinq sure his okay for th nite :/
my heart hurts.

babyy ,
i hope chuu recover fast .
i finally posted .
be happy.
and im sorry

2010-02-27T23:50:00.001-08:00
YTD had so much fun :D
hahahaa <3

later i tell chuu ^w^ .

v EXCITED !
sew-iinq a heart ,
fillinq it w cotten in it:D .
ferhh BABYY ! <3

stuPIAK .

2010-02-24T02:36:00.000-08:00
LOLs .

its been lonq XD .

my comp broke down ahahah :D

2010-02-10T06:24:00.003-08:00
HEYOOzxc :D

i noe tat i chnged my skin and so .
i wont be doinq anythinq to tiz bloq till 15th FEB !

so there wont be any cbox till thn :D

so sorry ^w^ .

2010-02-08T06:28:00.000-08:00
Heeyyoozxc (:

`today ,
`babyy waz outside skul :3
`like alwys (:

`Follow-ed QiiaoJiinq,ZuoEn and Jona to McD .
`Li xianq want-ed to pass smth to Jona .
`In th` End Never Worhhx . :X

`Had a tiny fite w babyy .
`im sowiiess
`But itz in th` Past Now (: .
`Thn start-ed playinq in McD w babyy ^w^ .
`His SO funnehh (: .

`Went to c`wealth to check on c-contacts .
`they said Red iz $40 XwX .
`want-ed to faint :3 .
`so bouqht BLUE instead .
`planninq on qrey ^w^ .
`went home do hw >w< .
`i SO GUAI :DD .

`nothinq to sae x-x .

`babyy ilovedieyou (:
`takecare <3

2010-02-08T06:05:00.000-08:00
HEYYOO :3 .

Herez smth i wannah share w chuu all ^w^ .
my babyy when he waz a younq HEICHI .

babyy`s cuzzie - *drinks milo*
babyy - ehh .. ur milo qort ant . o.o
babyy`s cuzzie - nvm derh. ants qort vitermin A .
babyy - ohh .

babyy - mummy, can fry ants ? cuzzie said ants qort vitermin A .
mummy - your head ah .

ETCETC . ^w^.
i hope ieh remember riqht :X <3

babyy wo aisini <3
dun b anqry lerhh .
cheer up.
im here 4 chuu <3

sorry .

2010-02-04T03:25:00.000-08:00
Babyy ,
see-inq chuu beinq tiz hurt, hurtz me too .
im sho sho sorry ..

but noe tat ieh alwys will LOVE chuu .
if ieh try to chase chuu away ,
im sorry .
but ieh only did tat cuz ..
i thouqht tat chuu would be betta` off w/o me .

i NEVER wanna leave chuu` .
laoqonq ..
iLOVEDIECHUU .

yurh th` sweetest Druq <3>

babyy ilovechuu .
im sorry .
i hope yurh ouhkdaez .
ima SUFFER w chuu .

dam..

2010-02-04T02:12:00.000-08:00
dear babyy ,

im sorry .
ieh noe wad ieh did waz wronq ..
ieh noe...
chuu kept trustinq me ..
and ieh let chuu down
aqan .. like .. alwys..

chuu alwayz qave me what ieh wante-d ..
and ieh can do a simple thinq lyke tat ferh chuu ..

now ieh am ~~not~~ th` reason for yurh heartachez. .
if yurh betta` off w/o me..
thn babyy, itz best if chuu left ..
so ieh can suffer ..
i derserve it ..
chuu should find sum1 ELSE but me to be Yurh VALENTINE .

i...lo..ve...c..hu..u ...

babyy i wish chuu happiness . . .
ilovechuu

ieh wanna suffer ferh` chuu ...
please..

dream before valentines :D

2010-02-03T04:25:00.000-08:00
Konichiwa !! (:

i had tiz dream bout th cominq event ,
`-VALENTINE`S Dae (: .

I dreamt that one quy waz outside school on 12th Feb ..
Holdinq a boquet of ROSES and a box of CHOCOLATE :D.
than my friendz said " omq Dawnn ! "
xDD .
HAHAHA .
than woke up worhh ): .

HAHAHHAA .
i wonder if any1 would do that to me (: .
100% will b touche-d ^^ .

Tdy d cross-country race horhh ,
run till saw 3 CUTE monkeyys (: .
HAHHAHAA .
Laoqonq waz waitinq ferh mie (: <3>

thnkz ferhh cominq :D.
thouqh chuu play-ed PSP XD .
iLOVEDIECHUU

29-31st 01 chalet . b-lated bdae .

2010-01-30T22:02:00.000-08:00
WOOTS !!
Back from CHALET ~~ .
qort miss wo mahh ^^ ? .

1st day .
went chalet at eveninq :D
than..
Played Pool ^^ .
thn play till everyone sian :D
so went to our room ^^
So Small But so COLD !! :X
16Degree >< .
thn Laoqonq d foot hit th bed till bleed ): .
-sayanq- ♥
bwiiBwii wanted to wash leq than..
on th showers and accidently qort himself wet :3

2nd Day .
Woke Up :D
Thy said i slept th Most ><
Thn i keep sayinq i want see sunrise ! :D
thn thy say OKOK XD .
so we went to beach ..
WalkWalk :D
thn step into th ocean !!
walk til th rock thn sit down ♥
starinq into th sky ♥
Watchinq sunrise w `Laoqonq-JunBinn- , `ZuoEn,yiconq and Clement :D Clement too pictures when th sun rise-d ! :D
GOSH ! itz SO NICEE ! :D
thn YiConq wante-d to qo downt h rock ..
He Step til th Glass :X .
Poor Him :X .

Went Swimminq xD .
my swiimminq cos so SMALL X_X .
Clement was watchinq cuz he no xtra shirt .
thn babyy hold me .. :D
if he nv hold me.. i would b dead bu now x-x .
drank water in th pool T-T .
babyy also xD . HAHHAHA .

Than We qo back bath :D
than cycle to macD ^^ .
aftr tt ,
we continue cycle :D .
thn saw till classmate .
thy all doinq scouts at east coast ^^
saw Clinton , Joel -grandpa:3- , Nina :D.

Than we qo fetch nina frm bugerkinq ^^ .
she stay over :D .
After that thy all qo swimminq AGAN !! x-x.
but me n laoqonq stay in room XD .
thn we anyhow say we doinq illegal stuff while we actually sleepinq :X .
Prepare for BBQ :3
thn qet majonq table x-x .
th STRONG boiis qet while qirl RELAX .
-highFive qirls :D - .
thn CutCake ^^ .
after tat,
we all tired ..
qo sleep XD .
shortly ,
th liqhts turn-ed on .
Clement was mumble-linq :X
he said .. " mama, woaini .. qi shi wo zen de hen ai ni "
sad.. i cnt hear cuz i was a ZHU SLEEPING x-x .
than babyy Sprinkle water on him :D
ahhaha ♥

3rd day ..
BLABLABLABLA home :D

thanks babyy for th awesome 3days .
and thnks those hu came ♥
you all wun b replace-d in my heart (: .
LOVEDIEYOU all ♥
esp laoqonq <3>

2010-01-26T02:16:00.000-08:00
wooo .
Chalet comfirm lerhh <3 :D

29-31 January ^^
at East Coast :DD .
Chuu wan come than SMS miee !!
Chuu All Know My Num Horhh ^^ .

2010-01-25T03:50:00.000-08:00

WOO ~~ .
^^ .
ytd derhh weddinq dinner Very derhh funn <3>

^^ .
tiz babyy arhh ..
So KUTE NIA . :3
Went Cuzzie derhh house PlayPlay .
celebrate Vannesa`s bDae :D .
Use-d ahyi derh Lappy ^^ .
VideoCam Qiao Jinq :D .
Keep FEI LI hym .
He keep b-cominq TICKLE MONSTER.
Then v Bored >< .
Took 10dollars qo shoppinqMall :D
nth to shop so buy FOOD :X
KFC buy CHeeseFries .
OldChangKee He Bought CurryPuff :D .
than walkwalk ..
Suddenly Saw LONGJOHNSLIVER .
Chionq there !! :D

Go back thn chnge into formal-wear .
qo Weddinq Dinner :D
sho KUTE norhh he :3
th Food.. OMG la ^^ .
my n cuzzie dw eat :X
Th Bride so PRETTEH !
th Groom so ~~UGLEH~~ ^^ .

Here Are SOME pictureeezz ! :3
of me n HIM AGAGAG :X
and the bride n groom ^^ .

2010-01-23T23:00:00.000-08:00
HELLO !! :D

in cuzzie house now ^^ .
w MR ZHUZHU :3 .

his readinq ~~ .
all mus sae he shuai ! :DD
b4 he tickles chuu ^^ .
his nickies : MR TAN , ZHUZHU,HAMSTER,BUNNEH or TICKLE MONSTER ! RAWRR !! :D
v scaryy :X
kae ~~ .

Celebratinq cuziie -vannessa-
derhh bdae :D

than aftr tat mus chng qo othr cuzzie (which i nv met b4) derhh weddinq :D
Mr tickle alot folooinnqq :D

-INNOCENT-

2010-01-23T05:25:00.000-08:00
Babyy-- :D .

Happy 1month anniversary <3

My ZHUZHU sleepinq beside wo ^^ .

HEHE <3
hope chuu like th rose-es and card <3
made from LOVE .

LOVEdiechuu :DD <3>
chuu and ur biq FAT butt :3

babyy <3
tkecare worhh <3>
my babyyzhuzhu .
happy oneMONTH anniversary <3

2010-01-21T05:58:00.001-08:00
^^ ..

havnt been bloqqinq late-ly :X
keep thinkinq why mus ALOT of sec qirls qet so jealous n BHB so easil-y .
): ..

Lucky,
i aint one of em ^^ ..
HAHAHA !
-maybe-

:3

idk ..

2010-01-14T06:34:00.001-08:00
haiiz ..
v sad now ..
havinq a so-called fite w babyy ..
its a simple fiqht but we just made it till it only SEEMS complicate-d ..

im so sad..
my self-esteem is still low..
my HEART .. ieh dunno how much more pain i can hold it ..
cuz..
everydae .. my HEART hurtz ..
Babyy, can we juz 4qet th fite and stay happyy ..
im feelinq siick ..
im feelinq downn ..
i lost so much ... in so lil` time ..

im sorry ...
itz my fault .. i love you too much ..
im over sensitive ..
why did u choose me when there are perfect people out thr ..
haiiz..
im tryinq my best to b perfect .. 4 chuu .. im tryinq ..
but im not improvinq.. i did THAT THING TDY fer a reason ..
which i dunno how to xPlain ..
i dw to see you..sad... ur so perfect .. why choose.. someone imperfect.. like me..

babyy, iLoveChuu ..
But i dunoo wad to do .
How to show it ..
i cnt do some stuff ..
and i cnt xPlain why..

2010-01-12T05:34:00.000-08:00
BOO !
:DD
since how lonq havnt iie posted xD ..
shh ;3 ..

yea so ,
before i bloq,
i wanna say,
thanks babyy for tuckinq me to bed when i was tired <3
n off-inq my comp 4 me while i slept <3
THANKS babyy fer qivinq me my GOODNITE sleep <3
iloveyou (:
Your awesome (:

Made New frenzxc in Sec1 ^^ ..

Qiao Jinq ,
Gladys ,
Nina,
Lena,
Lina..
So Much More !
:D
their my girlf :3
HEHE ! <3

Maybe ..

2009-12-30T10:52:00.000-08:00
Yallwo :D

Been awhile since i post-ed xD .

TMR iz count-down :D
WOOTS !
Count-inq down to a New Year , New Start and A New Beginninq xD <3

i wanna see FireWorks w u babyy <3
i wanna hold chuu under th stars <3
i wanna kiss chuu under th moonlite <3
Babbyy am i askinq fer 2 much ? .

ima Be Ur Mushy-MUSH ball <3
and you`ll be mine (: .
-iLoveYou-
Its Onli ..
If You can make it (: .
But if chuu cant, i understand ^-^ .
Thr mus b smth more imp xD .

woaini <3
aiai ni <3
fei chanq AI NI <3

2009-12-27T09:44:00.000-08:00
BOO ! :D
Happy ohh HAPPY dae xD .

Babyy came to my house aqan :D <3
playplayplay ;3
Kute luush ! <3

Alwys lookinq at my taq-ies to see he qort write xD .
BwiiBwii qo make Bloq luush :3 <3>

Aftr babyy qo,
Maid n ieh Brinq his to bus-stop xD .
Bus came so fast ): .
Than My NiteNite kiss came xDD <3
-LOVE- tat sibehh much :3 .

aftr tat ,
Family qo watch AVATAR !
omitian !
-FAINT-
so niice :D .
But like..
can see th Gurl NENE :X
LOL ! <3

Babyy bullieh Mwiie !! ): .
never return my penknife xDD .
KUTE la chuu :X .
But i oso nid kae ? :DD .

<3
x99 HEARTS .

Babyy wo ai ni .
Gd nite (: <3

zui hou yi ci .

2009-12-26T09:57:00.001-08:00

Before I close my eyes for the last time,
I wish to tell you I love you,
In your embrace,
don't wish to let go In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing.
After this farewell,
there will be no more meetings,no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can
I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

This is part of a sonq called , `[Zui Hou Yi Ci ]
<3babyy.

♥

2009-12-26T07:04:00.000-08:00
Haiz ):

Father scold le ):
Say Comp cant use whole day D: .
than i g2g soon ): .

but i wil try sneak to use comp :3

-EVIL- :D

-♥- Babyy i Miss Your Kiss-es (:
-♥- Your Hugs :D.
They Warm My Heart -♥-

-♥- babyy ,
iLOVEyou .
ieh giv chu my heart ♥ .
Enter My Heart & i promise i will LOCK you in there 4eva .
i wun let anyone else enter .
i want to make u -SMILE-♥.
I want to make your everyThing Alright (:
iLOVEchuu ♥.

Missinq -Chuu-x ♥

2009-12-26T06:25:00.000-08:00
Babyy (:

`Im Missinq -Chuu-x Already.
`Hope Euuh Ouhkae (: .
`ieh Wanna Kwiiss Eurh BooBoo ); .
`Hope it recovers by tomorrow -♥-
-----------WOAINI----------

-Hope chuu SafeSafe -♥- .
Euuh Gort meh So ADDICTED to Euuh -♥- .
i wanna Be Your GUARDIAN-ANGEL . -♥- .
PROTECT chuu . (: .
I want To SHOW you My LOVE .
can we take some Pictures together ? :D.
i wanna upload it ^-^ -♥-

sien :D CONTINUE !

2009-12-26T01:38:00.000-08:00
So yeah.

BOO !

xD .

Still tired :X

CONITUNE!! ♥

Yesterday Suppose qo Church Before teh partehh xD .

But i Over-slept and Lucky yiConq Came :X

-If not Wont wake Up xD-

Than we qo :X

Half way i dw qo le xD .

Cause byTheTym reach there ,

Late x-x .

So we stop-ed at JouronqPoint :D

i wanted to shop For Presents :DD

-i so ~~good~~-

LOL .

Than Shop all close ):

went arcade Keep Losinq th Games x-x .

MONEH FLY !

Than qo Parteh in my house :D

i thought noone cominq x-x

than PeiYi come :D

than BwiiBwii oso come <3

He made that Day So Special ! ♥

So Thanks Bwii <3

:D

We Kept Playinq in My room .

My Cuzzie -Van-

Kept Shoutinq x-x .

i kept Disturbinq Her :X

HEHE .

Than She Also Disturb My BwiiBwii xD .

Play-ed alot :D

Than Went to Open Presents !! ♥

BwiiBwii ShyShy so he stand near th Toilet :3

-KUTE-

and Kept Sayinq he wants to qo to teh Toilet When He DOESNT NEED to :3

-KUTE-

i Got a qlass Cup from ahYi :D

And a idk..

EVO 7 PRO.

-if im not wronq-

From My Mom :D

BwiiBwii Help-ed Me Fix It into my comp .

-♥ - xwiexwie ♥ -

Than i Disturb bwii :X

Accidentl-y Cut Hym ):

-Sayanq- Sowwie :X

BwiiBwii Hand -cut- ):

Hope Your Hand Heals Fast (:

Recover Fast -♥ -
iLOVEyou .
Thanks For Yesterday <3
Its SO funn -♥ -

And Thanks For My GoodNite Kiss :D

xMas 2009 .

2009-12-25T11:15:00.000-08:00
WOOTS !
xMas Partehh sibeh Funn !

Thanks y`all whu came ♥ (:
Thanks 4 those smexii Present (: ♥

Thanks babyy 4 th WonderTime Today <3
though cuzzie kept interuptinq :D ♥ .

Will TellMore Bout It Tomorrow :X
tired~ ♥
-PICS WILL UPDATE TMR-

babyy iLOVEy-ou (: ♥
forever yes <3

231209 is Love-d <3

2009-12-25T09:52:00.000-08:00
Woots (:
231209 ,
2 days before christmas (:

And at tat time,
BwiiBwii was still my KorKor (:
so he asked me to qo mac around 5 .
and as usual , im LATE :D

i felt th urge to brinq sum1 :X
cuz i scared i stuck .
become stone x-x .
so asked LeneLene laii (:

Went in .
Line up .
find bwiibwii xD .
thn saw his fren ,
walk up to em` .
thy say he outside :X .

Thn LeneLene n i went out n saw him xD .
Go in..aqan o-o .
blablabla xD .
LeneLene anqry i never told her got people come xD.
Blablablabla :X

i said tat th JwieJwie look like monster :DD
-innocent-
thn LeneLene come back xD.

-BLAHHS-
BwiiBwii fwens Left .
Left BwiiBwii , LeneLene n me (:
We went up to "SecretPlace" [ Lazy Rename:P ]
blablabla x-x .

thn blabla x-x
LOL !
Lene went home ,
bwii send me to mah house (:
i draq him inside xD .

He Audi xD
while i watch (:
i sms him if he could be mine xD !
i dun think i could take a face-to-face reject but :X
i still asked (:
His so Cute <3
Funny n, im happy juz beinq w him (:

so there .
i got my early xMas Prezzie .
Him <3

231209 .
HOHOHO <3

babyy ilovey-ou <3
4eva us (:
23rd <3

2009-12-25T05:34:00.000-08:00
Hi

22-12-09

2009-12-22T10:34:00.000-08:00
after school ,
went home play BankaiStory.

After tat rush out xD .
Meet Jun KorKor .
Than we wait his fren :D

go eat .
blabla.
than wtch em` play Bball :D

i stare at JunKorKor .
Thinkinq..
` A Guy Like Hym .. Love me gurl like me ?`
`His So Cute.. But im not..`
`Will you ever Notice me in a crowd ?`
-Heartache-
Its so Hard To wait for you while im Sufferinq .
Everyminute of everysecond .. i love you more.
and th pain hurts more ..
th Next Time I See you,
When we`re Alone .
ima ask you 2 be mine ..

When JunKor brinqinq me home ,
We got lost NEAR my house xD .
play w him .
-POKE- him :D
than near a pile of MUD .
he was about to jump .
i Grab his shirt n pull him xD .
So He Nearly fell .
and i Nearly fell on him x-x.

i thought he would qimi a goodbye kiss or whisper
those 3 words ..
But it was a simple ByeBye .

So Yea..
ima wait.

Let-Down

2009-12-20T05:20:00.001-08:00
went out w Cuzen tdy ..
JunKorKor <3 , was at westCoast while i was a vivo .
asked me go over , i agreed .
told mum , she said can .

awhile later she say thought you want go home Than when going off, i asked her if we going westcoast ,
she said yea .

when we walked to carpark,
she say i got say ma !

i than.. Felt So torn apart..
stayed in toilet and cry-ed.

later Junkorkor sms me said if want go eat togther .
i was instantly happy..
i agreed than told mum i going down eat ..
she say Dontwant . too late . later i get more cold.

lock myself in room cry agan .
i let-him down .. not only him , th people waiting..
than my mum came in . i faster wipe my tears ..
she said , i thought you going?
I FEEL SO STUPID .
I JUST WANNA CRY.
WANNA DIE.
YOUR SO IMPORTANT TO ME BUT ..
i feel so useless i cant even be there i wanna be next to you..
But i cant ! THEERS ALWAYS SOMETHING STOPPING YOU.
my heart hurts so much ..
My spirit died .
i dont know if you would love me even when i cnt be there for you..
even when i asked you to wait.. and i couldnt come I want to let you know..
iLoveYou
And i cant live...
seeing you love someone else..
im crying .. my keyboard is wet..
my heart.. is broken ..
i just want you..
i dont mind running away from home just to be next to you ..

i wish you love-d me th way i love you